hello... hello? hello~~

oh dear.. i almost abandon my blog... i would like to come here everyday n express my thoughts. but the past few months. oh! not to mention.. it will b another 10 pages of story.. or a book mayb. hah!

well, i'm back today. its good news. so hello again, n sorry ppl, if i made you u waited too long.. u'll find me busy updating this blog when nadal wins this coming french open. haha watch out federer!

merry christmas! but not so merry for me.

its christmas again. n finally i get my leaves. ya finally. i was told by my boss tat someone new in the company is not allowed to apply leave but my HR told me tat i must clear all my leaves by yr end. conflict caused frustration n my holidays just got wasted till then.

somehow i hav a feeling tat this yr n coming yr i'll b having REALLLLYYY hard time. ok not trying to b superstitious, when something 'sui' happens i just got this feeling. n this christmas till new yr eve, it just went on n on. nobody is gonna end it. so i will.

the end-

smoking beggar

look! he can afford to smoke but he has to beg. so he's begging to smoke =)
(better think twice next time b4 u donate a single cent to beggars)

yes i'm very much cold blooded when it comes to this. i'll rather support ppl who really try their way out in life rather than sitting there asking for sympathies. i know i know wat u r thinking. he's old right? pls question our local supportive organization. if he is old he shouldn't b sitting there!

i want flee market at ampang!

i love flee market. i love to shop good & cheap things including things tat cannot b easily found in the market. special is the word =) so flee market is the place where i can get all the beautiful n cheap stuffs at the same time hav fun with foods & frens.

also if there is a flee market at ampang, i can set up a stall n sell off all my old stuffs n unwanted goods. no doubt flee market is the fastest, easiest n cheapest way =)

well, who will b the one taking the initiative n opportunity to explore this market? i really think its a good idea coz ampang has sooo many foreigners n expatriates. just need one during the weekends n i believe it'll definitely b a successful n crowded one.. trust me this time =)

life is long, time is short

i've been going home late every night for the pass whole month n i found out that the streets in malaysia is no longer safe. sometimes i feel pretty scared when i'm driving home alone when i see those motor cyclists who come in a group n trying to whistle and teased at me. they r brave enough as they r in a group (yes mat rampit tats wat we call them here, but i wish i don hav to name them this way as everyone has parents) i dunno how to react except ignoring them but! tats when they feel even better n keep following my car. wat i did was just drove into the nearest petrol station n pretend to fill up. even when i go to the bank in the night (alone) there r many indians in a group waiting n watching out there. how sad tat i hav to live in fear for doing wat i hav to do everyday. malaysia is no longer safe to live? i thought we r the most harmony n famous for its best tolerance in the world. tats wat we r trying to promote to the world everytime saying we r multi-racial yet living in peace for 50 yrs. how proud r we to celebrate our independence n yet we r actually not peace in our hearts n mind. shame i could say if we r putting a show out there to the world promoting wat we r not n we (the nation) here r trying to please ourselves tat we r already there but we r actually not. i think we (especially those who r sitting the chairs up there) should think of ourselves again for who we r n wat r we doing for this country rather than start blaming each other for not being fair. if tat doesnt change, 50 yrs later we'll still b living the way we r living today. but who cares? as long as i'm still enjoying my life, y do i hav to think for the others? (tats wat most of the ppl will say)

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for u my dear

no other band today can b any better than oasis. when they sing, they sing from the heart. tats the spirit i admire.

n the champion goes to...

been catching WTA n ATP master series (tennis) lately. i think tats the only entertainment i hav after started working. poor me...

when nadal lost to nalbandian i really couldnt believe it. but this morning after i read the news tat he beat federer in the final i think tats TRUE!! how well did he play i hav no idea. just wish i could b there (in madrid) to watch it live. n yeah, i'm happy with the results =)

AFS in switzerland

snow man ~ made by nuria n i. too bad the snow is not hard enough yet

camp b4 we leave. couldnt believe many of us cried. i did as well. anyhow we did so many things together in 1 yr so beautiful @solothurn visited nuha @luzern visited omar jungle behind my house my host parents. mike & gerda.
street market in naefels selling 2nd hand stuffs @luzern with nat's family the peter family. they hav 2 lovely kids, kristina & nikolas. wonder how much they've grown up now the best woman i've ever met. ursi (ursula). peter ur the luckiest man on earth ;-) missed the train. had to sleep at the train station till the next morning train. poor nuha n i had to wonder around the whole night my host bro sami n i in zurich fest went for camp on the alps. well prepared huh. no toilet for shower. we had to use the fresh chilling mountain water. blrrrr~~ ya we came out in the newspaper. i forgot y my classmates. 4H is the best out for dinner big smile

money = problem

if u can solve the problem u deserve the money.

syiok sendiri

once in a while i just get into this syiok sendiri mood... u know, syiok sendiri.. ok below explains all ;-)

this was taken in ampang nahli's place by my bro. its one of the coolest malay restaurants i've been to. i just love the lighting effect with the seashells n sunny background =)

deviant day in IACT. n i was a mad pregnant woman. how mad? i think better ask my classmates.. (shaggy heads**)

wats tat sun glasses? i love sun glasses n now i hav new ones. n they r BIGGER!!

somewhere in singapore.. pau took this pic of me resting along the road. luckily my face is covered =) shy shy...

tats all for now. it takes a while for me to get the syiok sendiri mood again =)