life is long, time is short

i've been going home late every night for the pass whole month n i found out that the streets in malaysia is no longer safe. sometimes i feel pretty scared when i'm driving home alone when i see those motor cyclists who come in a group n trying to whistle and teased at me. they r brave enough as they r in a group (yes mat rampit tats wat we call them here, but i wish i don hav to name them this way as everyone has parents) i dunno how to react except ignoring them but! tats when they feel even better n keep following my car. wat i did was just drove into the nearest petrol station n pretend to fill up. even when i go to the bank in the night (alone) there r many indians in a group waiting n watching out there. how sad tat i hav to live in fear for doing wat i hav to do everyday. malaysia is no longer safe to live? i thought we r the most harmony n famous for its best tolerance in the world. tats wat we r trying to promote to the world everytime saying we r multi-racial yet living in peace for 50 yrs. how proud r we to celebrate our independence n yet we r actually not peace in our hearts n mind. shame i could say if we r putting a show out there to the world promoting wat we r not n we (the nation) here r trying to please ourselves tat we r already there but we r actually not. i think we (especially those who r sitting the chairs up there) should think of ourselves again for who we r n wat r we doing for this country rather than start blaming each other for not being fair. if tat doesnt change, 50 yrs later we'll still b living the way we r living today. but who cares? as long as i'm still enjoying my life, y do i hav to think for the others? (tats wat most of the ppl will say)

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