merry christmas! but not so merry for me.

its christmas again. n finally i get my leaves. ya finally. i was told by my boss tat someone new in the company is not allowed to apply leave but my HR told me tat i must clear all my leaves by yr end. conflict caused frustration n my holidays just got wasted till then.

somehow i hav a feeling tat this yr n coming yr i'll b having REALLLLYYY hard time. ok not trying to b superstitious, when something 'sui' happens i just got this feeling. n this christmas till new yr eve, it just went on n on. nobody is gonna end it. so i will.

the end-

smoking beggar

look! he can afford to smoke but he has to beg. so he's begging to smoke =)
(better think twice next time b4 u donate a single cent to beggars)

yes i'm very much cold blooded when it comes to this. i'll rather support ppl who really try their way out in life rather than sitting there asking for sympathies. i know i know wat u r thinking. he's old right? pls question our local supportive organization. if he is old he shouldn't b sitting there!

i want flee market at ampang!

i love flee market. i love to shop good & cheap things including things tat cannot b easily found in the market. special is the word =) so flee market is the place where i can get all the beautiful n cheap stuffs at the same time hav fun with foods & frens.

also if there is a flee market at ampang, i can set up a stall n sell off all my old stuffs n unwanted goods. no doubt flee market is the fastest, easiest n cheapest way =)

well, who will b the one taking the initiative n opportunity to explore this market? i really think its a good idea coz ampang has sooo many foreigners n expatriates. just need one during the weekends n i believe it'll definitely b a successful n crowded one.. trust me this time =)

life is long, time is short

i've been going home late every night for the pass whole month n i found out that the streets in malaysia is no longer safe. sometimes i feel pretty scared when i'm driving home alone when i see those motor cyclists who come in a group n trying to whistle and teased at me. they r brave enough as they r in a group (yes mat rampit tats wat we call them here, but i wish i don hav to name them this way as everyone has parents) i dunno how to react except ignoring them but! tats when they feel even better n keep following my car. wat i did was just drove into the nearest petrol station n pretend to fill up. even when i go to the bank in the night (alone) there r many indians in a group waiting n watching out there. how sad tat i hav to live in fear for doing wat i hav to do everyday. malaysia is no longer safe to live? i thought we r the most harmony n famous for its best tolerance in the world. tats wat we r trying to promote to the world everytime saying we r multi-racial yet living in peace for 50 yrs. how proud r we to celebrate our independence n yet we r actually not peace in our hearts n mind. shame i could say if we r putting a show out there to the world promoting wat we r not n we (the nation) here r trying to please ourselves tat we r already there but we r actually not. i think we (especially those who r sitting the chairs up there) should think of ourselves again for who we r n wat r we doing for this country rather than start blaming each other for not being fair. if tat doesnt change, 50 yrs later we'll still b living the way we r living today. but who cares? as long as i'm still enjoying my life, y do i hav to think for the others? (tats wat most of the ppl will say)

..........

for u my dear

no other band today can b any better than oasis. when they sing, they sing from the heart. tats the spirit i admire.

n the champion goes to...

been catching WTA n ATP master series (tennis) lately. i think tats the only entertainment i hav after started working. poor me...

when nadal lost to nalbandian i really couldnt believe it. but this morning after i read the news tat he beat federer in the final i think tats TRUE!! how well did he play i hav no idea. just wish i could b there (in madrid) to watch it live. n yeah, i'm happy with the results =)

AFS in switzerland

snow man ~ made by nuria n i. too bad the snow is not hard enough yet

camp b4 we leave. couldnt believe many of us cried. i did as well. anyhow we did so many things together in 1 yr so beautiful @solothurn visited nuha @luzern visited omar jungle behind my house my host parents. mike & gerda.
street market in naefels selling 2nd hand stuffs @luzern with nat's family the peter family. they hav 2 lovely kids, kristina & nikolas. wonder how much they've grown up now the best woman i've ever met. ursi (ursula). peter ur the luckiest man on earth ;-) missed the train. had to sleep at the train station till the next morning train. poor nuha n i had to wonder around the whole night my host bro sami n i in zurich fest went for camp on the alps. well prepared huh. no toilet for shower. we had to use the fresh chilling mountain water. blrrrr~~ ya we came out in the newspaper. i forgot y my classmates. 4H is the best out for dinner big smile

money = problem

if u can solve the problem u deserve the money.

syiok sendiri

once in a while i just get into this syiok sendiri mood... u know, syiok sendiri.. ok below explains all ;-)

this was taken in ampang nahli's place by my bro. its one of the coolest malay restaurants i've been to. i just love the lighting effect with the seashells n sunny background =)

deviant day in IACT. n i was a mad pregnant woman. how mad? i think better ask my classmates.. (shaggy heads**)

wats tat sun glasses? i love sun glasses n now i hav new ones. n they r BIGGER!!

somewhere in singapore.. pau took this pic of me resting along the road. luckily my face is covered =) shy shy...

tats all for now. it takes a while for me to get the syiok sendiri mood again =)

blurred

sometimes there r moments in life when u get too busy and forget everything u did.

(i am living at this moment now.)

face ME not facebook

hui chin was trying to convince me tat facebook is better than friendster few days ago after she went back to sg. i told her i wasnt planning to sign up as i think time doesnt allow me to go up to these kinda websites n update, manage them everyday. there r too many of them since few yrs back. i wonder who has the time in the world to register n sign up every single one. i really didnt wanna hav too many of those as i'm already even slowly facing off from friendster. ppl asking me questions like y my photos never change since 2 yrs ago? y i never update wat i'm doing recently. anyway at the end i registered facebook for the sake of others. but i'm at the stage tat i only click to accept things rather than taking the initiative to search for friends, sending messages or posting bulletins. i prefer to hav a real touch or i should say face to face (eyes to eyes) communication nowadays than just messaging on the net, catching up through ways tat are not tangible. i had enough of those, i had tried ldr (long distance relationship), i know its not easy, if i hav a choice, i wanna see the people i love everyday, i wanna touch them, talk to them. i'm not outdated, or mayb i am. but we cant fight the technology today, we hav to chase over it, like a rat race. a bit sad but true. so frens, pls forgive my laziness for not updating my sites, pls call me if u wanna talk to me (skype also can), ask me out if u wanna see me, distance is not always an excuse.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart?

'Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.'

really?

catch up

yest evening i met hui chin in midvalley. we had a couple hours of chat to catch up, i think the last time we met each other was the last day of 2006, new yrs eve when i visited her in singapore. as usual, we had our favorite ice cream baskins, then we went for a cheese cake - for more fat :-) while we were chatting one funny guy bounced to us n passed us a small piece of paper 'would u like to loose a few of inches' he said. then we just laughed at him n din really know wat we should react to his 'offensive' question. anyway he ran off right after we rejected him. oh my god, tats 'direct' marketing, i mean really straight n direct telling me i should lose weight.

apart from tat funny experience, we moved on with our 'ladies' chat n hui chin pls remember, i'm always here for u too. don worry u'll find ur way out. it will go along the way n always make the best decision for urself. we shall meet again soon i think? take care!

my feelings, my thoughts.

i know it feels weird when i'm feeling so touched by you people. don b surprised if wat i'm to write is coming out deep inside from my heart. knowing tat many of my college mates hav left to overseas n i think most of them hav departed if i'm not mistaken stephy will b the last one n is to leaving very soon. out of curiosity but most probably missing u guys, i was checking out all the blogs of each of everyone of u. i read ur stories, was impressed, was touched, n at the same time feeling happy for everyone of u who r happy n moving on with ur lives. also thanks to stephy, if not bcoz of ur blog, i wont b reading the others like kooi, bear, jess, joshua, hardip, jordan, nigel, zack, nadia n many more others forgive me for not having ur websites or i'll definitely read them. its been months i din get to see some of u who r still here. i always believe tat we will meet again one day n somehow we will. i'm not upset, not feeling sad, but i hav no idea how to describe my feelings tonight while i'm thinking back all the memories for the past 2 yrs. included my other commitments out there with AFS, MIB n CAPA. i miss those days tat i cant get back as i started working. all i know its totally a new chapter of my life now n i hav my own plans to live on. i couldnt believe how fast things hav changed in 2 yrs n tat was the most precious moment of my life i would say. thank every single one of u for being part of it, things hav changed but memories will never change. i bet tat...

korean food

i hav been staying at ampang for 20 yrs but i hav never tried the korean restaurants around here. last sat esther n i decided to dine in one of them opposite ampang point. its our first time, so we just walked into any tat we felt 'ok' from out first sights. it was pretty cool i could say. overall great experience n i'll definitely bring my parents here next week. its also not as expensive as wat ppl think. its pretty cheap compared to other foreign food. but i dont think everybody will like it, its just no harm trying something new n different :-)

hygiene first, well packed*

we ordered 2 dishes, but hey look, we hav a total of 14 at the end

the queen's meal, just fill up the table, doesnt matter if we can finish them or not!

look at the bowl - all stainless steal i think

just got her food. happy~

esther's, looks nice~

this is wat happened after mixed with the sauce, looks like fried / mixed rice@@

this is classic people. a sound system in the restaurant, the boss said its from korea

it was full house, so better call next time to reserve ur seats :-)

friends

515@chkl ~
trumpeters@penang

trumpeters@jocelyn's house
esther & i
6s2 gathering@shao hong's house
afsers: melissa, me, najibah & omar@klia ~ nuha where r u?
yin chuan & i
peiling, me, jocelyn & esther@redang

the best trio ~ lee teng, me & hui chin
naughties
elaine & i
balia & i
jess & i
2006 convo@eastin hotel
robin & i
pau & i
willem & i

good frens in life doesnt mean we hav to meet all the time. as long as we think of each other sometimes n better b there when i need u. haha:-)